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Apartment Recordings

by Dave Smallen

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1.
All the things I regret They landed me here, they gave me a story to tell And when the cables get cut from life one day, oh well Cause I'm used to being lonely Don't know if I can live another way And there's nothing like a pretty girl to stir the pain If I knew what I was looking for You know I'd be there knocking down that door And if I knew what I was moving towards I tell you nothing would stop me in my course I came up once The ground collapsed From the remnants I was thrown clear I tried to stand and see But I was swarmed by the smallest fears Hell, I always get destructive Just when things start to go my way So I pull my jacket tight and walk away If I knew what I was looking for You know I'd be there knocking down that door And if I knew what I was moving towards I tell you nothing would stop me in my course And if I knew what was good for me These trembling hands would calm a raging sea And if I knew what I was looking for You know you wouldn't see me anymore
2.
Now listen close to what I gotta say If you keep your mouth shut then you might get your way You've battered my patience now it's black now it's blue I give you so much and you never say thank you We all work like dogs we all stick to the heard And we all got coming what we all deserve We're all scraping round in the sludge and the slough I give you so much and you never say thank you I got a right to be mean I got a right to be sore Cause you got no right to be asking for more "Ah they're getting theirs why can't I get theirs too?" I give you so much and you never say thank you So you best learn to knock before you open my door If you learn your place there wont be trouble no more I've wasted my words turned my horses to glue I give you so much and you never say thank you You're nearly discharged you're nearly dismissed Yeah manners are something your folks must have missed But I hope for your sake that you soon get a clue I give you so much and you never say thank you
3.
You might think that we were married By the silence in the room I'm feeling tired it's been a long day, it's been a long year I know you're stressed, I'm stressed out too And there's something you could say to me That's gonna stop this feeling There's something you could say to me That's gonna make it easy again There's something you could say to me That's gonna get me talking There's something you could say to me There's something you could say And so I get a cup of coffee I walk into the afternoon I watch the arc and swing of a wrecking ball Raze a building It makes me think of me and you But that's not what I want to do And there's something I could say to you That's gonna stop this feeling There's something I could say to you That's gonna make you happy again There's something I could say to you That's gonna get you talking There's something I could say to you And there's something I could say Cause every time we fight we're stronger for the pain And I know how far I searched before I saw your face I just wish for once somehow I could explain Why I feel this way today There's something you could say to me That's gonna stop this feeling There's something you could say to me That's gonna make us happy again There's something you could say to me That's gonna get us talking There's something you could say to me And there's something you could say
4.
I felt this song building in me From this broken piano I sing In this strangers house so far from my own So far from everything I've been seeing it from far away From the Jordan to the American At the scale of an atom or the depth of a star Yeah nothing really means anything All those thinkers in their lonely rooms Peeling the layers to expose The blueprint of Justice, the anatomy of God You learn so much there's nothing you can know But all that logic suffocates Here in the chambers of need Yeah right now when I close my eyes That blistering highway is all I see All we get is this moment The stampede of history has led Right to this train howling by in the dark To these thoughts howling through my head I miss you, I wish I was there Laying next to you safe and sound You can chase something to the ends of the earth You'll only find the earth is round
5.
I've been stuck down in this chamber For coming on ten years With these howling wretches of desire Clawing out for falling tears I've plundered through the halls of sorrow Til my arms and heart were sore And baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more I felt shame as I looked up At the faces around me Fell dismantled in a puddle Of cold uncertainty Excusing the conviction Always burning at my core And baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more Sick of the world weighing on me Always carrying it with me Trying to please everybody But my own self That's one description of hell To wake each day Like you're going to war Ah baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more I've been deep behind the veil Where the decisions all get made In the heat of personal vendetta The compulsive killing floor of fame They say now kid we'll rise you up Just start crawling on the floor And baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more I've seen them tethered to ambition Watching the old American Dream Come to fruition in their hands But it isn't like it seems You'll lie awake in your locked mansion Like you're still knocking on the door And baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more Gonna catch me laughing At the masses passing Trading these moments Towards some everlasting Gonna bank on the sunlight When it's in my eyes Gamble on the rain When it starts to pour Baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more These thoughts cut through the silence Like a phone call in the night You reach your hand out trembling Cause what's on the other line Will bring the hammer down and nothing Will be like it was before And maybe baby you wont have to work so hard no more I'm not saying I want to be lazy I don't wanna quit the scene I just want to stop and savor When I've earned what I need I'm still here to play the game But I'm done with keeping score And baby I ain't gonna work that hard no more
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The Rain 04:15

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released August 10, 2010

Written, recorded, performed by Dave Smallen in Oakland CA

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